15 November 2014

Dreams can change without you realising

Good grief, it's been a while since I updated this blog. This website has closely followed my adventures as I chased my dreams to Toronto to help myself become the best cake decorator I could be, but recently things have changed a little.

During my 4 month course whenever a teacher would ask us what our dream job was, I replied with cake decorator without hesitation every time. There was nothing else on my radar, I had found my passion.

And then I came home.

I'd imagined that I would jump straight back into cakes, throw myself into building a business plan and organising my life so that I could sustain my dream & get along financially. However, I found myself being hesitant and unsure. I made excuses as to why I couldn't make cakes for people... My insurance had expired, I wasn't sure if I'd missed the annual council inspection of my kitchen, I hadn't worked out a pricing structure yet. The list went on.

I made one cake and while I still definitely enjoyed it, I didn't feel the same passion I had before. Talk about a shock to my system!

A week later I woke up craving toffee. I found myself back in the kitchen with my candy thermometer, attempting to temper chocolate without a marble slab (fail!), cooking toffee on the stove and... I felt what I'd been missing in my last cake.

"Buttercrunch" Toffee, chocolate & macadamia nuts

Suddenly I was no longer reading cake blogs learning about new decorating techniques, I was reading up on the science of sugar, I wasn't browsing my large library of cake decorating books but pulling out my Adriano Zumbo book I'd never even read before. Instead of looking in kitchen stores for new decorating tools, I was searching everywhere for a marble pastry slab.

Instead of baking cakes, I've been whipping up toffees & marshmallows, and practising my macaron skills.

Not perfect yet, but getting closer!

Of course, having a new dream does not mean you have to forget the old ones. I will never give up cakes entirely as I still love them dearly. I guess it's just time to branch out a bit more and look at new opportunities that I hadn't considered before I graduated from Bonnie Gordon College.

A friend recently said to me "same river, different stream" and I feel like that's pretty accurate.

I am very excited about the future, finding my next adventure, and being able to share it with you!


PS. We also recently passed the 2000 'likes' milestone on Facebook and I am just so grateful for everyone who has stuck by me and supported me during my journey so far! Thank you!

2 comments :

  1. Taryn - I'm so excited to hear about this new direction :) You have your whole life ahead of you to figure it all out - and I can't wait to watch the delicious path you take! PS Your macarons look lovely ;)

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    1. Thank you so much Mardi! ^_^ Not as good as yours yet, but I'm working on it!

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